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North Dakota

Screw North Dakota with something hard and sandpapery.

This blog is practiacally Dead, but one last breath of life

So I'm a little bit flusterd because of my going to the land of nothingness a.k.a. north dakota-notice smaller case, but I understand the circumstances. On one hand is the last band concert for our seniors, the other hand, a fiftyith anniversary for my grand parents. I definatly see how the second hand is a bit weighted but still, it kinda sucs. Also Whitacre...I love thee, and hope that I will meet thee and be able to tell thee how much I apprectiate thee...thee...thee, okay i'm done with thee, the word, not thee Whitacre. Dare I say he might be better than Simon&Garfunkel...no, not yet. Blasphamy on my soul for saying that.

It's ALIVE

(in the tune of a catchy jingle) My computers back oh yeah oh yeah, My computers back say wha say wha, My computers back yippy yippy, and I'm dancing the rain dance... never mind the last part and you can stop the jingle now....I said you can stop the jingle now....can't stop addicted to the shin ding...okay thats all for now...yep bye. break it down now, no not the computer.

Over

Ehh over it okay back to norm...yep...cant wait to travel.

I Forgot to have you guys Listen to this Song

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
and she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
the song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me(x3)

A catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces I won't - No
I don't want to be this

But I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)(x3)

I won't let this build up inside of me(x2)

She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me_
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)


*So this pretty much sums up what spring break is like as of now...yep well except the kickass trip to the saints of clouds. Oh and to make things even cooler, the song is by slipnot and it is one of there slow ones, yeah. I also just got some journey on my I-pod which just makes me feel good...things are looking up.*

Low techno Beats

So I thought I should just post on my blog just because. I like hiding things with a smile, it makes people feel uncomfortable. I cant wait for some techno on my I-pod courtisey of Pat becaues he is cool that way. When is prom, I should start planning my suit. This time hopefully I will be going conmigo porque quiero, y its a lot funner at least for me. I too am in debt to a dance with Pat...I think thats how Pat plans to take over the world, one techno C.D. debt at a time. I also cant go a post without saying THREEHUNDRED, but I wasn't able to get my ticket tonight so oh well, we will get there as soon as we can tomorrow anyways. So life continues, plans are concocted, plans fail, people contiue being themselves, I continue on being a jackass because I like it that way, college gets confusing, family still loves, the Wii still comforts, and my imagintion still takes over my life one moment at a time.


P.S. I'm tired but excited for 300

Thoughts

Hey I found out that I am in denial, yep. And because Dain didn't do this, i will. Rant time. My mom senses my moping and to make me "feel better" buys me a valentine, which she has never done before. So half way through school realizing that my only valentine was from my mom, got me into grr mood. After grr mood comes the mode where I just say, "Come on really" but to no avail. Then comes silence then...wow I am a loser. All because of a friendly juester from my mom, which whom I'm not mad at, just if Valentines day didn't exist I wouldn't be questioning how much of a soclial person I am and my spot in society. I don't necessarily hate valentines day, I just dont like what it ends up as. Valentines day gives couples a chance to express their love that they usually dont show, but I just hate it that this love is taken by the stores so that the "love" has to be $1000 dollar item thay gets thrown away the day after. Then because of our supposed roles, men buy the gifts and expect nook nook in return, ahh I HATE that. Society is messed up...ah oh well, you deal with what you get and well it could be worse...so thats how it falls. I guess I will go on doing what everyone is expected to do... live our existence. Like Sara said, "Everyone is different, and everyone is the same...." I can't wait to get away and think this weekend.

Oh hey, thats what happend

Hello all, I was sick today because I felt crappy, but putting that aside things seem going alright...maybe. So, just for the one person that doesn't know this, one-act didn't go state and thats alright because we gave it our best shot. I just realized that I turned 17 and didn't have a party, that just wont do, but the thing is I cant find a date for it because this week is some one elses party and also it is Celina's pagent and well what kind of friend would I be if I didn't show? Also the next week I have a church function so that sratches that weekend...ehh, I hope that I dont have to wait till March to have a party. Ohh valentines day is coming soon...that sucs, well I guess its not bad for the budding relationships (Donny/Brianna, Pat/Michelle) but for the rest of us, it's just depressing. Go Consumerism. Well thats about it, tell me if I should have a drama party and when it should be please.




P.S. I feel like the Scrooge of Valentines Day, Bahumbug.

I live my existance

I'm here, but not quite queer. So something is going on with my band group friends like always and well it's getting to the point of being extremely annoying. It's just a whole bunch of B.S. so yep. I missed their new years party and now its just plain chaose. Ohh well i had enough fun playing Guitar Hero II on Lars's humongous plasma screen T.V. along with watching Jackass II which is pretty funny but at the same time disgusting. Oh i also have a pic from Christmas Ball, this is probably all that you are going to see from that night. This was taken with Karsten Jensen if ya don't reconize her.